Hey guys ❤️! So I haven’t been blogging regularly as I should. Life has been hitting me hard, as of two weeks ago( I’m partially being dramatic btw.) But I want to let my subscribers and those who read the blog know what’s been going on with your girl lately.
So if you follow the site you know one of my first blog posts was dedicated to the struggles of adulting and me whining about being poor. LOL! If you know me you know I’m not poor ,but when I say that I’m acting like I am. I have a serious spending problem. Anyway, so ya girl got a job. Seauxxxx I’m not worried about being poor now and hopefully my savings will be looking real sexy by the end of the year. I also have class everyday. EVERY SINGLE DAY. I’m taking this Experimental Psych class and it’s kinda of repulsive. The teacher is really great, the content of the class... not so much great. I really hate math, stat, or anything of that nature. Yet, this class determines whether I graduate in December or not. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME OMG!!! I’m doing pretty good now, but everybody who comes across this post ....pray for your girl!
So other than being stressed and pressed, I’ve been living a good life. For as much stress as I’ve been facing , I make sure my leisure and play equals it. I used the picture at the beginning of the post so I could demonstrate I have been having a little fun. It’s such a basic brunch pic, but I was a mimosa virgin prior to this experience, but now I’m not. It was a very lit experience to say the least . A little too lit, I had at least 8! I’ve been swimming and exercising trying to be healthy and keep my weight in tact. I’m a pretty healthy girl (s/o to my mama genes .) But I don’t want to be too too thick. And my stomach cute and all but I’d like for my girl to be more flat. I got a play flat stomach. But s/o to everybody who love the pudge. Lately I’ve been working on being a better me because if not , what will I have to give ? I’m really proud of myself because I haven’t been being distant from my friends and have been making time to hang with them. When I get overwhelmed with life I become distant . I’m just actually weird like that, I have a habit of secluding myself at these random times. I know I don’t owe an explanation to anyone but I know that can hurt relationships, you know ? Recently I also mended a friendship. Jane Doe(lol she know who she is) and I had a misunderstanding, and she did something really hurtful to me. But in her defense she wasn’t aware to the extent of which she hurt me. I ignored her for a while, but I realized friendships are worth speaking up about. Plus, you can’t expect someone to know the extent to which you are mad if you don’t explain it to them. And I figure if I can forgive these dudes who do way worse, I should be a little more lenient with friends. Now I don’t recommend continuously explaining yourself. But you’ll know when you have to . I am under the impression that ,yes humans are inherently selfish and self centered, but I don’t think when we act ... we premeditate it out of malicious intent. Most of us don’t anyway. Friendship is very important to me and that’s why I can get pretty upset when I feel wronged by a friend. Yet, if you cut off everyone , every time they upset you, you won’t really have friends. I learned this my senior year of high school, idk what I was on y’all. Ya girl had no bffs her senior year. I learned that if you are constantly having a problem with people, you might be the problem. So it’s always crucial to do soul searching . Anyway, that’s what’s been going on lately with ya girl. Starting on Monday, you can expect at least two posts a week😘. I also have writer’s block from time to time, so if you have any suggestions on the content I post... hit me up. Thanks so much for reading my blog and don’t forget to subscribe . Xoxxooxxoxoxoxoxo- SeauxRaven